Some drawings of evidence being mad at the foyer today.
Cute issit?
CJ7. Xiaoqin drew this....=D
Recently, had been staying in school and pestering the subject teachers...as 'O' lvl grows near. Yet, some sort of last preparation. [Last-minute work which we always say]. Despite being worn out, still I had learnt quite a number of things. Yet, the process, was still enjoying...I guess, all these moments spent together would be deeply craved in our minds compared to taking the 'O' lvl exam on actual day...
Like people always say; It's not the outcome that we often remember, but it was the process of preparing...{Hmm, this sentence seem awkward. Nonetheless, it should be understandable...
Ms Neo is really 一位有趣的老师。。。=x
Little moments of my childhood times...Sometimes, I felt that it's good to reminisce of the past. And, ponder over to know that now you had gone so far. Grown taller...Bigger and etc. Some memories are beautiful and yet painful at the same time. However, I still had the habit of looking back...
Sounds rather emo huh?!
I shall begin with a picture and ends this post with a photo then. =)
New blogskin huh?! Hahax. It's time to peel off the old skin and get a new one instead. 所谓: 新的不来, 旧的不去吗！Okies, these all are my craps, rubbish and excuses and blah blah. Hmm, actually, it because my previous blogskin had some problem cropped up with the photobucket account??
I dunno if it was by coincidence. As I remembered, it was always problems with the blogskin not long after I have used it. Sometimes, it totally went blank instead or something like that.
Erm, I'm helpless now...at loss towards how should I put it into words or write an entry. ( So, forgive me for my English.)
Recently, had been busy. Busy with getting in and out of the house plus a mixture of pleasant and unpleasant emotions. Btw, I enjoy the feeling of being occupied, one event after the another. Hehe..
Friday--
Elated as I managed to so-called "finish" my art during the 3-hr paper. { Theoretically, it was not finished yet. But physically, my artwork looks complete at least to me. I felt satisfied. =)}
Plus last day of exam, like they always say; could fly already.{可以飞了! }
Also, troubled about something else. Cos, what I hope did not turn to be what I thought it would be. Rather depressed at the same time.
My mood was really like a roller coaster man for that day after watching the Martial arts. Many Up and downs. Oh yeah, the shaolin wu shu its awesome!! Fantastic! Thumbs Up Up Up! I guess, it was really a rare opportunity. I found myself in dilemma at times.
After tat, I got home, packed my stuffs and went swimming wit Cecilia, GuoNing and Bijin. One way I choose to unwind myself and also to relieve from being troubled. And there, I shoo to Jurong east sports complex where those fun slides are and etc.
We played with lots of laughter and joy. Frankly speaking, we played water than swimming. We hang out most was at the wave section. the waves are rather big that day. It was really shook to have the 'rainfall' on our bodies that was what I felt. At that moment when the rain hits me, I really felt that it too carries away my unhappiness. 就很像所有的煩脑都被窌开似的。And, most importantly, I felt at peace.
Of course not forgetting, having doing crazy stuffs at the pools. =x
Perhaps when I felt troubles stirring again, I would go to Jurong sports complex to swim. =) I know, it sounds insane. But its alright. =D.
Today, was tired to the core. Hangout with Diondris, Brenda and Aaron for a purpose. I swear, I would not be a great baker. HAHAX! They knew wat I meant.
I'd sorted it out already. Now, I knew what should I do le. *Glad*
Have ur eyes been tired after looking at so many words? Or u guys did not read at all...
Wee! I am so delighted now as I had brought this:
Their first book!
Hey, I was a fan of them since young...Wahaha. Love their songs. I wasn't sure if my interest of S.H.E is under my sis influence. Anyway, it doesn't matter.
Probably, I would have lot of sentiments after reading this.
Tada!! It's like finally, I finished my coursework for art. It's a good thing u know.
But, at the first moment, when I was finally done. I wasn't had the feelings of relief or the kind of having a large stone lifting from my heart. However, a sense of loss was felt instead--like somethings lacking. Strange huh. Not till, now? I mean I felt an ease?!
What weird personality of mine.
That's all for now. A small and little sentiment I wanna share. :)
Shrug me either, lost the feeling for blogging these days. Don't have the kind of excitement or the feeling of wanting to share everything that I have been through dusk and dawn.
First, I'd decided not to retake my 'O' lvl Chinese exam. Yes, that's the final decision. AND...I'm not regretting it. Just feel an ease after I'd made up my mind. Hmm, let me explain. I am not considering of retaking my O lvl Chinese probably due to lack of confidence. Besides that, I have thought it through, the chances of me getting an A2 is like so little.
Plus, after Ms Prema's word, gives me an intinct that even if I retake, I might get back the same grade again. SOOOO, forget it, drop the idea. =D ( Don't get the wrong idea, I'm not blaming Ms Prema.)
Thats also meant that I had to strive harder for my other subjects too...in order to balance my Chinese grade. Jiayous ba.
P.S: My decision is ultimately decide on my own. So, it was not consist of any personal feeling on that. So, your decision will not affect me so same goes to you. My decision on whether to retake chinese is not based on your presence. That all I want to say to ______.
Also, had english oral yesterday.... As for English oral, I guess could count myself being lucky to have a quite manageable topic yesterday. Well, personally I think that fair on the average. I am neither good nor worst. Since it is over , then I shall not think so much abt it. The rest shall leave it to fate.
Hope that everyone would score well or at least a pass for oral this time, especially my beloved friends. =D
Sry for the long essay. hehe. Prelims are near, work hard everyone. Strive to our goals!
I was touched when I asked dad for opinion whether should I retake my 'O' lvl mother tongue. And, he said that the decision is mine, just make sure the money spend it worthwhile as long as I had confidence to strive harder this time round.
As for the money, I did not have to worry because he would definitely afford it.
Moved-to-tears...=)
I shall treasure my time spend wit them..
As for whether to retake or not, I shall ponder through the weekend. At the same time, consult my tutor and the teachers before I make up my mind. God bless..
Actually, felt a loss of direction. Psychologically, I can't accept everything. I'm not sure that what I feel or see, whether it is the true or not. Are you really the one that I know...or your another self. An act?! Probably?..or issit because I'm stupid.
I don't know...I just wanna live peacefully. All that i know...
Went for dental check-up at about 4pm. I've changed my braces colour to dark purple instead this time. Hmm, it did not turn as what I've expected. But anyways, it doesn't matter.
To me, changing the colours of my braces every time I went for a check-up is similar to changing of mood. At times when feeling blue, choose a dull colour. When in cloud nine, have a brighter and youthful colour. { But, that's does not mean, I'm feeling down now..=}
Isn't it?
Sometimes things don't seem to be so bad as we imagined it to be, it just how we look at it.
During the journey, I had sort out a few things- deeply in thought. Just by glazing around the passersby on the streets and what they are doing, I had a sudden urge.
This came to my mind:
"Actually, life is full of surprises..."
Perhaps I have changed my point of view in looking things at a different angle, with a positive heart now.
My feeling of the day; 11 August 2009
Well, thought it through, I shall unveil my blog since I have nothing to hide. =)
Went to have a hair cut at bmc, Creative gallery. Erm, could say that I am their regular customer. Because, I only trust that salon. heee..
When I reach there, they are already buzzing around. Hmm, the hairdressers were also quite friendly. I had a casual chat wit one of them and it is a good thing to have known that I still had the sec 2 look. Its good to look young...=}
The guy was like shock when I tell him that actually I am currently taking my 'O' levels. And, he gave me that startled face... Well, I should be getting used to it by now cos its not the first time something like this occur. Even, our school security guard thinks that I am a sec 2 student. Pathetic.
Lets drop the topic.
Night, as usual went out wit family. Frankly speaking, even through having family outing had become a weekly routine, still was quite an enjoyable moment spent together. As not many people had the opportunity to do so, I shall cherish it. To me, it is like family bonding because weekdays everyone is busy with school/work and etc. Only weekends, parents, children come together had breakfast and so on. Thus, I'm glad that at least I had the chance to interact wit my parents...=)
Ya, that's what I trying to say out of these huge junks of words. *Rejoiced me*
Now, feeling a little excited perhaps because tomorrow I'm going jogging with sis. Weee. I guess, I am going bananas for the time being...
Last but not least, HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO EVERYONE. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE!!
Btw, anyone have the song where I belong? I'm currently searching for it.
My mood? Well, I could say its a mixture of happiness, sadness, disappointment and many more. U don't want me to list them at down rite?!
Happiness, as usual, I seems to "get high" whenever in sch. So it awkward to sees me not high-ing. Hmmm, do I have to elaborate them all...I'm lazy and tired. Nonetheless, still few things, I would like to share.
One, on the oral examination. Upon waiting, a well-designed poster pasted on the side of its bookshelf caught my attention which led me into deep thought for a moment.
Its says:
If you love someone, set it free.
If it returns, its yours. But if it doesn't, it never was.
Yea, truly...to me it was like a maxim. I don't know if it really was...Had the chance, goes to our school library. And, you will find it. =)
As for MT oral, I stammered. Can't really talk that much when I used to be. Sigh, just one word-disappointed. But, I was more worried for Diondris. Hope she could at least get a pass.
Tats all, and nights to everyone.
Good luck for those having oral exam tml. Do your best.
P.S: For now, blog is enclosed. Apologies to those not invited. I had my reasons. When xiang tong le, perhaps making it public would be a option. Peace, isolation for time being...hahahax.
Btw, to that unknown caller. Firstly, I don't even know u. So stop calling. And, do you had a sense of privacy? I bet u don't have it. Your action tells me.
kies, today had MT examination...I wanna get A2!!!!
Ya, ya I am ambitious. So what?
Then, Went watch Night of Museum 2 with Isabelle, cousin. Diondris and aaron also got up the same bus. =) Diondris said she accompanied me, took the same bus home, I am so glad...=D
At vivo. By coincidence, we board up the same bus at our school bus-stop. It was quite hilarious, cos I didn't notice her presence in the first place. Till she called me...-_-! Rather embarrassing cos I replied her back so loudly that every one in the bus turned their glare at me...What a shame.
Thinking back now, quite a few embarrassing incidents happened in the bus just now. I lost my balance too when the bus accelerates forward. I think those passengers on the same bus as us was watching a "great show". Must be.
Today also counted myself as lucky cos I accidentally dropped my phone while the bus leaped forward suddenly. But, all the impact landed on Aaron's shoe instead. SO..phone's still alright, no damage at all. Phew! ( I hope he's alright... )
Stop....Now for the movie. I felt that it is worthwhile watching. A must-watch video. More action packed compared to the first one. U really felt that u are in the museum when watching it. I guess, u guys would understand my feeling when u had witnessed it yourself. To be exact, its inexplicable. So go watch it, and u will know.
I liked her in this movie. She really inspires me. A kind of freedom and independence that I longed for...
Now, I just want to concentrate on my studies, the rest put aside. Tml, starts a new day and a new fresh page for me. Just like u nvr known me.
Somehow, I cant get away wit despair. Suddenly, I felt life is meaningless to move on. I have lost my direction to carry on. Perhaps I shouldn't be here at all...
For now, just leave me alone.
Anyways, hope that wen xiang would recover soon. Kept fingers cross...
As said, went school art today. Unexplainable, I was feeling blue, out of no million reasoning. By logic, I should have been feeling elated (means getting high) during art class, but it didn't turned out to be so.
Yet, I had a feeling of dropping a tear. However, I didn't cry.
I felt nothing... I was numbness. And a cold-hearted animal.
Hey guys, I am back. But...doesn't mean I am going to blog on a regular basis. =x
Today, had the last paper then could eventually regained 'freedom' le. Morning, I was almost late for the exam. Thank god, still manage to reach there in the nick of time. Yay. Truly speaking, this was the first time that I was late for an examination. Throughout my schooling yrs, I had been punctual, as in, be early before the paper starts.
Went for art for after that, actually, few of us really didn't do that much. Slacking was what we had always been doing...till Ms goh came.
Few of us started doing work, obviously not me. I am still down there 'enjoying myself'.
Then, Diondris and I did nth but this:
This is the evidence of our madness...HAHAHAX...our storyline. I think Jess did not know what nonsense we are trying to make up.
But, the most important message is wheres the circle is. Hehex! (I think, diondris would kill me...)
Overall, I did touched my art. We stayed for till 4 something, then I started packing. Dunno why some of them also followed me. Perhaps I influenced them...
On bus, Xiaoqin was playing with shadow, somehow I was going bananas... They came discussing abt me getting laughing stroke?! hahax
Initially, wanted to skip school for tml. Cos, it damn boring. No purpose. Then, changed mind, cos coming back for art. Ms Goh changed our mindset...heee.
Now, felt so exhausted after all that fun and laughter, eyes closing... How I wish everyday could be like this...in tat case, I could forget things that should be forgotten. How nice would it be.
From now on, I am going to post more on teeths till my braces are up...
I have got two holes in between my teeth. Yay?! If you have got it right, I went for extraction of teeth before braces are up. And, that's the reason , why I am absent from speech day.
Sigh, 爱美，就要付出的代价。。。
Anyways, for ur info. ( This might looked gross to u)
My teeth!! What your first impression when you saw this? Shocked? Loss of words?
The dentist was like amazed. She said, 'I had never seen such a long teeth in my experience'...I dunno how to explain it here but it was so hilarious. She claimed that I must have a lot of nutrition, O.o? How interesting...
I was also dumbfounded simultaneously. Hehe, I am going to kept it nicely. For now, I just hope that the bleeding would stop asap. {Biting on cotton wool, REAL HARD!!}
Dunno why, I preferred going for speech day instead. I miss my friends so badly...=/
Should I attend tml's sports carnival?! Thats the question, I have been pondering on...
Oh yah, today' had chem and maths test. Chem, I didn't had much hope cos I didn't done it very well. Mine must be wrong, wrong, Wrong. Maths was quite satisfied and I was glad that I actually finished the paper. Hope this goes for others too...xD
Okies, Wednesday was April's fool day...and I was tricked four times, -_-!
Today, went dentist again. Waited for a while, then whens its my turn, I was like 'wow'. Cos there so many assistant nurses there waiting for me...they moulded my teeth and took X-rays too. (Actually, its my first time having X-rays on teeth.) This time, was really gg to get serious, Braces time.
{I know it is painful...}
The dentist also puts something in between my teeth...making me feels so discomfort now.
My reflections for the day...3 April 09 Recently, after so many incidents had happened. I felt that; Humans are scary and unpredictable. The world don't seems to be that 'simple' anymore. No, not anymore，再也不是如此。。
Looks like it seems a long time that I had nvr blog.
Now it is 4:05am and I'm here facing the desktop...U must wondering Wat's i am donig down here at such a late night.
Had a long nap at 7pm , I tot this would takes me the next day morning. But seriously, I don't know why I woke up at 1am. Just instantly...I was awake. Every one's in my family had already to sleep. There's is only pitch darkness..=.=
Such a bore, staring blankly at the computer screen...Then came to my mind, I played the idiom games whom Mdm Kaur had introduced it to us on thurs. (You could say me, childish, silly or watever u called it.) I'm fine wit it.
Ok, here's it;
Sry, its blurry...
Thats my score..=] Anyways, had food quest competition today at sch. To me, its was a fun, stressful and enjoyable experience. Yes, we won again!! Our hard work paid off. But still, I enjoyed the process more instead.
For now, really had to gone back to sleep again. Very very late le.
Everyone knows who is she...so no nid further explaination. Candid shot taken by Diondris!! Today..outside the library. Does she looks like she's emo-ing?
Energy Conversion Poster- Done by Dion, Bren, Hera, Salbiah, Cec, Xiao Qin and me. Don't recall exactly when we did it.
Will be 'away' from tml onwards COZ of Job week camp!! Hmm, how should I describe my feelings now neh?! Having complex feelings. Still, without fail the nite before camp, I would always feel a little excited. Well, I guess, tats normal. And, I'm not new to this camp. Perhaps this was the last yr?
Filled wit a lot of emotions...{of cos, also included the reluctant to for camping.} I wonder would I knock on friends' doors...tats must a crazy tot of me. Oops!
I HAD NOT EVEN FINISHED A SINGLE HOLIDAY ASSIGNMENTS!!! Time loss.. intended to do some before gg for camp but looks like there's no time.
Hi, I'm back...since a wk not been logging in to blogger, Oops...=)
Had been thinking lots lately...of several things be it life, schoolwork or friends. But still, didn't get an conclusion...
Hmm, today I finally gets the saying of; I can't see things as it may seems, can't just look at the surface..the truth might not be it seems to be. A bit chimhor..nvm. (Could be ignored, those words/phrases just meant for saying to myself.)
I also don't quite gets to understand ppl... a lot of why, why Qns starts to appeared in my mind. Many things becames to get complicated...esp recently
I'm not gg to write-up on a summary this time on watsgg on this whole wk or blah blah blah...tired of it. Like writing a report...
Perhaps I shall consider closing down my blog... I dunno..for now.
Lost the interest in blogging, have it for doing art now instead. Weird me..
Recently, felt tat gg for sch is a very tiring thing. So Many things to bother with... Often, don't know why the min I wanted to start doing my hw, felt like so sleepy. Would ends up wit laying on bed, falling asleep.
Every one's was falling sick nowadays...as if we spread to each others. TAKE CARE!! And, Ms Goh!!! Get well soon...w/o u the atmosphere was weird..
Also, lots of arguments between friends...tats a bad sign..
Btw, Today, Scouts' founder day.
As u know lah, for UG groups had to wear the uniform till school ends mah. Tats the part i hate. Cos its so hot. But slowly, in class will forget that I'm wearing the scouts uniform.
This yr, could get changed after recess...hehex.
Had English compre test. For Ss, supposedly should be a test...but became a classwork. After sch, Dion, Bren, Guo Ning and I wanted to had a stay at cabin. Plan changed---
We seated outside the cabin for awhile having our Girls' talk {actually not really one}...the scent of chicken rice makes us or issit me ... ....feel like eating too. Heee..
Of cos not to forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DIONDRIS!! hooray... (don't emo at hme lah...)
A happy 17...=D
Roughly, should be all for now..wait till I could recalled more.
hMM, Friday was a busy day..went PS after sch wit Dion for some purpose.
Next, had tuition at at night then after tat went for movie.
I just reached home after watched movie 大喜事 at tiong wit Mum and sis. We catch the latest slot bah. Cos, all the shops had alr being closed. Some of the escalators also stopped operating. Ages and ages had watch wit them..I said till like few centuries away..Oops
Lol!!
com a bit lag so cant upload the movie poster pic...whatever it is called. Temporary called this for the moment.
I dunno wat to say for this movie. Had different opinions wit Sis. For me, I felt its quite ok movie while she thinks not really well, like no meaning?! Well, all these could based on personal. I tend to easily influence by others..based on thinking. I guess that's why I'm so changeable?!
Btw, here's some unusual sights of Tiong Bahru plaza...
Happened to saw some last yr sec 4 express ex-mates working at Gv while queueing for food.
Ya, as u could see, was in a very good mood now...
Suddenly post entry, then don't know wat to say...as in type lah. Can't recall all the things tat had happened in the whole weekend and summarise in one post mah.
Wait, wait started to rmb some le; Erm, had a lot of tests here and there everywhere...and I had a lot of things that intended to do but not done yet.
Tml, shall be my study day...
ohh, thursday thermometer-taking...then go homeroom. At first, I didn't know mah, then went hall. Wah...not a single person man. On the way, to Ms goh homerm, met Ms ng.
'oh, shit!' loi at tat time. Can't probably run away mah since she alr saw me. Went up together wit her loi. Talked to her, just quite ok la. The feeling was still not so bad.
No matter wat, she was still once our art teacher mah.
After sch, helped Diondris chased the bloody hell Benjamin around. We're no matched to him loi in running. Chased halfway disappeared. He must thinking 俩个白痴。。
Wednesday。。。 CCA day don't like but have to go. oH yay, supposed to go for the sister island camp this weekend. But decided not go last min. Sry to my juniors...Takes up alot of time. At least now, still could do some work.
Frankly speaking, I didn't know tat there was a island called sister island...( okies, nvm)
Have fun guys...
Friday.. had tests again...MT, sigh, the usual ones were noisy. I guess, most of us, gets very irritated. Didn't quite know how to ans the second passage.
After sch, stay at Ms goh's homeroom a while. Go tiong buy stationary. Finally, tat day get myself home early.
BACK TO TODAY.
Had hse-warming at one of cousins' hse. As usual family day for Sat.
HMM. Times had passed, another wk is gg to end after tml. SO fast hor, scary. O lvls dates are getting closer and closer. Jiayous, Everyone!
Fridays' lesson were bore. Sigh, had endless of homework and upcoming tests. Maths, MT and physics.. Suddenly, felt there's is not enough time. To get things done. Arggh...
And practice papers...woh, wondering when I would ever touch them.
But, what's could u expect?! After all, its O lvl...
I misplace my things again today...
Tired...went toa poyah and bugis today after sch wit Xiaowei, Lifang and Aaron.Went on bus...chatted abt Australia wit Aaron. SO FUN! Lifang and I share same thought. Intended to buy backpack. She alr made up her mind. I'm still deciding..
Didn't had much impression of her wearing one. (Although she wore it before )
But its not our day today...the shop tat Xiaowei went, does not have stocks. We went roaming abt in Toa payoh and Bugis. Chattering while doing so. Gotta lion dance preforming at Bugis street--newly openly store. Selling bags too. Just nice, at this moment, at this time, at the time when we'r looking for more options of bags...hehex. I like writing a poem or something.
I don't know why the first time she wore a backpack, I would pictured her a as primary sch kid. Kind of weird...prehaps I am not used to watching her carrying one..bah.
There was one...when the veg were being hanged. I think they are gonna hit it down?! We wanted to watch the vegetables being scattered out, but it took too long for us to wait.
Both lifang and xiaowei brought a handphone strap each...To me; felt tat was exp. Personally, Felt tat using handphone strap would had feeling of its dropping...
Then, gave a break for our poor legs at mac.
There's one guy sitting beside us...using a laptop, adds salt/sugar to his coke?? What a weird action???
Don't had the feeling of even touching the homework or holding up my pen for it...today
Friends
Cute issit?
CJ7. Xiaoqin drew this....=D
Of course not forgetting, having doing crazy stuffs at the pools. =x
Their first book!
Then, Went watch Night of Museum 2 with Isabelle, cousin. Diondris and aaron also got up the same bus. =) Diondris said she accompanied me, took the same bus home, I am so glad...=D
This is the evidence of our madness...HAHAHAX...our storyline. I think Jess did not know what nonsense we are trying to make up.
But, the most important message is wheres the circle is. Hehex!
What your first impression when you saw this? Shocked? Loss of words?
Thats my score..=]
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Everyone knows who is she...so no nid further explaination. Candid shot taken by Diondris!! Today..outside the library. Does she looks like she's emo-ing?
Happened to saw some last yr sec 4 express ex-mates working at Gv while queueing for food.